The world will never be
Sunny and cheerful again
If you are not part of it.
Darkness and gloom cover my existence.
As I gasp for air as I try to be calm.
But nothing calms me as I sit in the dark.
Why have I done the things I have done?
Why am I such a horrible person to hurt you so?
I don’t deserve to be happy.
I don’t deserve love.
But you, you deserve all of this and more.