#56: Number 56

Today is going to be a lot of fluffy robes, soft slippers, thick blankets, and tea. My heart is heavy — it has been for the past few days. Not because of something that is going on in my life, but because of everything that’s been happening in LA, TX, CA, and other places in the world. I don’t know how to process it all, and I’m sad and scared. Instead of letting all my energy (anger, fear, sadness, despair, hopelessness, powerlessness) go to waste, I’m going to wrap myself in all the comfortable things that I can and keep learning. I’m going to keep learning so that I can gain the power to protect what I cherish in this life.