They say you can’t erase a bad memory but you can replace it with a good one. After all memories are just imagines that plays in the screen of our mind over and over again. Sometimes they hold sounds, other times just feelings. Feelings, that is so intense and deep. Feelings thick and hard like an iceberg. Yet the sun of time shines on this iceberg. No matter what it’s meant to fade away, melt away slowly, steadily.
Yet the roots are so strong and deep. Only if I could destroy them from the bottom. Only if I could get rid of these chains I am tied with. Only, If I could fly every single moment in awareness. Bliss is now, here with you. Yet my lamp flickers every time the wind of the past blows strong. I hold my ground, but my heart grows heavy and eyes run watery. My heart Shatters like earthquake and I am left in the mercy of the love I have left.
Love that is always full yet starts to empty when past comes with all its might. Love that I try to find in every faces I see. Love that made me dumb, when all I wanted was to be free. Love that is so abundant that one person can never take it. Love that helps me to bit “selfless” every moment I breathe. Love that makes me see the beauty of the ugly. Love that fills me up with gratitude for life. Love that is meant to be free. Love that will tear my ego to bits and let me be. Simply be. With all there is. Here and Now for forever and eternity.