What’s on TV?

I need a fix.

So, kinda gut wrenching morning.

Wrote a draft that I have since made an email of to myself and disposed from here.

Oh the darkness of the last week.

Anyway my mind is kinda wanting some good quality numbness. A kind I’ve not looked for since our illustrious Guv Snyhole won a second term in my MI.

This state is so fucked now.

Now all I want is … not here. Just a deep vacuum of anything resembling reality or full consciousness anymore.

Turn my discontent for the republic into desire for products. Glistening warm commercialism as the air grows colder.

Spend money that I do not have and rebuild my facade of normal.

What’s on TV? Let’s dive in and swim deep and dark.

The catharsis of others lives to forget our own.