Your Saving Angel

(20) I always thought there would be someone

When you are in most distress, ran out of all your options and in a complete dead end, one person arrives with solutions to all of your problems. I always thought about someone will arrive in that case, in my early life it was my father. But later I didn’t find anyone, although I looked for that person in friends, colleagues, well-wisher, relatives or sometime in future love. But the truth is that guiding angel doesn’t really exist anymore.

In fact that guiding angel is myself, not anyone else now. I know nothing really matters if I fail or I am at a complete dead end, Its I at the day end who need to poke myself to work hard again to succeed taking all the previous baggage's of failure.

The relationships I have or had just mostly lightweight relationships, this is what I realized in my most bitter states of life.