I should be writing back in English

It is actually my first language when it comes to writing. I learned to write in this language before bahasa. I just find myself more expressive using English. Probably because 9o% of the stuffs I read while growing up was in English. Ever since I started writing for Amanz I neglected the language and now I am struggling to express myself. This is quite disturbing because I was writing some of my older stuff the other day and I realised that I can never write anything like that anymore.

Scary really how your writing skill can just die after a while.