I know jealousy feels like defeat,
But it’s actually a release.
The other side can’t touch us or even begin to contemplate a way that we can be compromised and breached.
“Two pears dipped in black wax,”
Were the words that shattered my fear.
Like nazi scientists locking ten Jews in a room,
For years at a time in the blink of an eye,
I peruse through facts and alleviate her fear for the night.
You and I are two individuals baptized in public,
Drenched in sweat,
It at first made me nervous,
Our actions are one with the guide,
One with the motions to succeed,
To peel them apart,
Like contracting a burning std,
I don’t give a fuck if motherfuckers look and dress like me,
Given the capacity to circuit bend slower than thee,
Constantly faded and pressed to your chest,
I can’t believe me sometimes,
Your face is relief,
It seems lucid, vivid, all out of tact,
I should be wearing a vest,
Until fact hit me in the face and now I’m backing yours,
Bringing it back to Adam and Eve,
The astronomical, incalculable,
Witnessing faith of a conquer divined mechanical,
Strapped with star dust,
Every time I think debate political,
I annihilate with the apocalypse of the mind,
Because I conquered pain with California loud,
Until I found and lost myself over again,
Every time it’s light out we travel faster than the speed of sound,
We reached X at birth,
Because for no reason we were sold,
I won’t stop till all of them land in the dog pound,
And I wish I had the power to stop the abuse,
To forfeit tears with pharmaceutical lies isn’t worth your time,
See with me and you’ll never have a reason to lie,
Because heaven ain’t hard to find.
