Reset

I want to reset my life from this point of time. I know that there is no real Reset in life. But to me, it would help if I have an anchor to keep myself from the wandering and undiscipline. I thought that I am smart so that I gave myself the authorise to do things with not all my efforts, because it was enough as I am a clever man. And in the end, the results were never good, I was mediocre at many things, as I claimed that I was smart and if I really did it with all my efforts, that would be an excellent results. But no, not at all. I was fool myself and lazied to make anything as good as they should be.

Now I am awared of it, but it was inside me. The rotten cause that keeps me away from many great things. There is only one way, and I must do it anyway.

I have to reset my thoughts. I am not smart at all. I am not good at anything. I have to work hard to get good result. I can not handle many things at a time. I must focus only 1 things that have strong affect in my life at that time. I must work hard more than any normal people because I wasted many years of my young life. I am no more young and no more time to waste. There is just only way that I could go on. I have no choice. I have no other ways to go. And I must do it without any excuses.

Reset!