That is freaking sad. I’ve been a pro musician for 20 years
and every tour I do now makes profit….want a suggestion to actually make a living on the road and not be martyrs ? Go as a DUO! I love what you are doing and your transparency, but the element of underearning and being uncomfortable with making money is glaring through here. Set your financial bar higher and inspire other musicians who actually want to make more than $30,000 per year .