Thank you for your insightful comment. This controlled rant was written way back in 2007.
I am an existentialist I believe human nature to be open-ended, flexible and capable of an enormous range of experience. I am in a constant process of becoming. I create myself as I exist. There is no essential, solid self, no given definition of one's personality and abilities.
You ultimately are responsible for your life and life choices, unless mentality incapacitated.
This rant is a sort of immature complaining that the world seems meaningless. The answer, of course is to find meaing an purpose. Love is a good start.
Look forward to reading more from you.