Pernicious Times
Sep 8, 2018 · 2 min read

FOMO

Is real., very real. I fall for it. I have it all the time.,

and it was worse for me., because I was a trader., and it fucked with my emotions.

FOMO would get me in, and keep me in, until I was in too long and in too long, you will be wrong, just like your cartoon.

Then, once out., Market would move the way I initially thought. What the literal Fuck. AYFKM No.

Again, and again, it played out.

The only way to stop, was well…to fucking stop.

To distance, to detach, to expand, to experience,

life., as it is, as it happens, not some dellusional version of it.,

I guess.

I still have it though, in other instances.,

On here., I click on every article that interests me., #FOMO

On the internet, I book mark and open so many browser windows I had to build a fucking time machine to keep up with resource demands. #FOMO

I

have FOMO on a great article.

I

have FOMO on a bit of insight, understanding, of knowledge.

I

have FOMO on overcoming mental weakness.

Fuck Facebook, Twitter, and Trading.

Fuck Beyonce, The Bachelor, and

Fuck social masturbation.

Fuck missing out on the real for the fake.

Fuck missing out on being human.

Fuck believing a lie, because you want to.

You have to get mad., you have to get beyond mad. For it to stop.

For you to take control.

I think Anger can be a tool, to overcome other areas of emotional weakness.

It’s probably not taught, we are taught to manage it., to manage our anger., to to feed it.

Fuck that too.

I’m missing out on my own fucking experience because I’m looking outside myself for validation that can never be attained, and if it is attained., I still want more, it’s the carrot that doesn’t stop moving ahead.

I missed out in the market because enough, was never enough,

FOMO copulated with Greed because I let it.

Now I’ve transformed FOMO into a tool,

I’m still honing it. Day after day, moment by moment.,

I’m still inspired by the pain., embarrassment, and loss.

I’m still hurt enough to take action.

I’m still angry to do it.

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