December 9,2008. A cold, dusted night and I wonder to my self, why me ? Why do I have to be in this struggle? Wishin I still had people who cared about me. No one really ever really helps me but today, I thank god that Salvation Army blessed me with a warm cup of chili. A warm cup of chili, means so much to someone who has nothing like me. I feel the warmth of this little cup making contact with my skin, warming me up little by little. I thank god for giving me another day of life and I realize that soon I will be a better man. One day I will have the money and resources to help others out. One day I will accomplish my goals, just waitin on it.