Who am I? Who are we.

I am a student studying at American International Hong Kong, my favorite subjects are Advisory, and Advisory. They give me the peace of mind, and it’s the only class where I get to chill and talk about how I feel during the day, that a lot of subjects don’t have time for. There is free time, so we can have fun. I am a person that values integrity and I despise people who act as if they are acting with a guise. I like to be a moral person, and I like to be a good person, why?, because I believe that being good is important, why? I am not sure yet, whether its Nitesche’s critique of whether good is a seduction, I am still trying to find out. I am a skeptic I need conclusive evidence before I believe something, I try my best to not fall for mob mentality. I share Sam’s mentality that someone shouldn’t be able to guess all your points based on one political point, for example if I am an conservative and support guns, people shouldn’t be able to guess all your values based on one thought, its lazy thinking, and embodies dangerous tribal behaviours. I am Chinese and everyday I suffer with the prevalence of tyrannical “Confucius values” in our household that parents can’t be wrong, which I laughed off as the most narcissistic, egotistical thing that I’ve ever heard, a human that can’t be wrong? Even Abraham tried to convince God that he shouldn’t wipe Sodom and Gomorah on such a sinful place, so if God can change its mine and the premises are that he is an omniscent being, and can’t be wrong, and he had a chance to change his decision.I don’t believe for a second that these people who suffers from vanity can’t be wrong.I don’t like my culture, or my language. Confucist “hard working values” are also used by conservatives who undermine movements like “black lives matter” by proving a alternative story that people can succeed as long as they work hard, with the chinese example,but what they forget is that even if they work hard the injustices are still there,and doing nothing just increases it and continually undermines good people so I am tired of this dogmatic idea, I am still trying to know more about it, but the more I learn about it the more I hate it.I am a flawed person, and I am a coward and there’s a lot I need to work on, but I am so glad, because once I realize these flaws I can try to change it, my worst fear is if these flaws follow me forever. Throughout this journey I will try to understand myself more understand more about my culture, and maybe one day I will learn to respect it, as pinpointing one thing as generalizing it as whole is a one cause fallacy.
Goodbye, I am very tired right now so I will see you next time.