Mawuli, my goodness. You’ve totally spoken to the part of me that let drawing go without realizing it! I remember how excited I would be when each day of practice yielded a nicer, detailed image of whatever it is that I drew. I remember the calm I felt when I sat in the corner and drew, sometimes even for hours. I’m inspired by your post. I’m going to start drawing again and would gladly embrace the awkwardness of the first many images I draw.