The biggest lie you can tell yourself and anyone else is that you’re “okay”…

when you’re really not.

Today I stayed in the bed all day. I mostly read but I also cried. A lot. Today is Tuesday? I’ve done this since last Friday. Tomorrow I’ll try not to.

There are some things that have happened recently that were both in and out of my control. And as much as I’d like to say that I’m okay and just move forward as though I am not affected by it all, I can’t. I am affected by it all. Heavily. And lying about it won’t help me escape it.

Luckily, I do know that this will all get better.

My life has stopped and started again many times, this just happens to be the point where I pause. It doesn’t feel good but it’s necessary. I think?

I’ll check-in tomorrow.