I do not want to be a broken hearted girl anymore…

I go through life thinking that there is no one that will love me for me. But i see everything good in someone, I never want to see the bad. You see I give every single person more chances then they deserve, and I end up a big broken pile mess. I believe every single thing someone says even if it is outrageous, because i want to believe there is good in them.

About a year ago I started talking to this guy who has taught me alot even if he is younger then me. Than I met him after I got off house arrest from my accident. But he has shown me a lot of things I want in life, he has rebuilt me from scratch then did it again, he is my rock. To tell you alittle about this person, he is a few years younger then me and he came into my life at a very very troubled time in my life, he is the sweetest most kind hearted boy I have ever meat. He stays up late at night just to talk me out of stupid things. He calls me in the middle of a conversation to make sure I am really okay. But onto the story one of the most important things he has shown me that i want well need is, I want to change. I do not want to be walked all over or used and left for dead. He made me realize…


That I do not want to be a broken hearted girl anymore. All my life I have been told that I will never conquer my dreams, or that no one will love me. Every relationship I have ever formed with anyone has ended in heartbreak. And that is cause I let things change me deeply and it is time for that to change. I am finally taking charge of my life, no more pills, no more hate, no more being broken, and no more being used. This process will take quiet a bit of time, but it will be so worth it to find the real me and finally be happy. So here is to the new me, and to no longer being the heartbreak girl.

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