I understand and see how this stuff is really really important to people.

This person that I was speaking about is more like a sister to me. Her skin just is never an issue , never was. Never even a thought.

It’s just not something that I think about.

We are so close that it’s more than friends… I don’t know how to explain it but when you’re that close to someone , you’re not afraid. We have knock down drag out fights and we let it all hang loose.

We don’t care about this stuff when it comes to us. It’s not a part of us and never has been.

We just love each other and we tease each other and we get mad and scream at each other at times.

There is no skin between us and never has been. Its a non issue, it just doesn’t exist in my world.

So…. I don’t know. I mean it exists to the point that like she is a blonde and he is a brunette. So it’s acknowledged like that. I don’t know how to explain it but it’s weird how crazy this gets.

Its not my reality right now. Or our reality as sisters.

Being human, seeing humans isn’t pity, or fear or stress. Its just being who you are and letting other people be it.

I don’t think I could be as close to her if I was so worried about her skin color. Or even thought of it . Or was aware of it.

I don’t know. Its just not an issue. Never has been. Ever.

I really have nothing else to say about it.

I don’t think people can believe that it can exist like that and that makes me sadder than anything.

That people can’t believe that skin doesn’t matter to some people. It just isn’t an issue.

And believe it or not , my friend doesn’t want it to be … it’s never even been a part of us. Its not something she cares about either. We just are. Who we are and there is no difference between us. That just is not even a possible thing. It makes me laugh.

I guess she is not pissed about being black. Or pissed at the history. Idk.

Its just my life.

This just isn’t something i think about.

I’m sorry. But when you don’t care about the color of people’s skin, you just get to be who you are and it’s not about skin. Its just about people.

One of my other black friends she is passionate about this stuff and I asked her , because she is always talking / complaining to me about this stuff and I said, what is it? What can I do?

She said stand up for us. When you see it, scream with me. I promised her I would.

But I’m not going to stop being who I am. Or not say what I’m thinking. I can’t live like that.

Some of the problem on line is that people just assume white people are prejudiced . That’s bullshit man.

Idk. I decided I’m not going to talk about race on line. Because the topic is out of control and i can’t do any good on line. Things get so twisted and People are just ridiculous about it. I don’t want people to think I’m something I am not. And it can bother me, a lot. Because it’s so fucking gross to be racist.

So I will bid farewell. But know that I respect your opinion but that woman is my sister and we tease each other and I will always love her and have her close to my heart and it’s not a bad thing. She is proud of it and who she is. She loves it. She teases me just as bad. This stuff can get so convoluted that it actually hampers our ability to relate and have relationships with each other . It is really nice when it doesn’t .