When I read this I thought…
I bet your friend will quietly start to fade out of your life.. why?
Because you’re losing your rationality and real friendships are not one sided.
They take two people loving and understanding each other and it sounds like this, ain’t that.
Probably years from now you’ll realize that so much of the shit that you thought was so important and you fussed about ; didn’t matter at all. What always mattered and always will, is love.
Best friends are hard to come by. And I think we have all been her at some point with someone… taken a lot of shit that didn’t belong to us because we loved someone.
But I don’t know anyone that sticks around for it.
And no… there isn’t an excuse that you can manufacture that makes it make sense.
You’re wrong about this. You are. You just cant see it. Because you’re consumed with yourself.