It’s 2:58 and I have to write a test in 7 hours that I am very unprepared for. Not unprepared because I didn’t study, but unprepared in spite of studying.
I don’t know what is wrong with me. I read and read, but I learn nothing. I retain nothing, I remember nothing.
I’m so scared. I have worked very hard at being good at my education and just right now, it’s starting to seem like all of that hard-work is going to waste.
I think that I might be halfway mental. I have not felt this terrible in a really, really long time.
I don’t know why I had to come and type this here. On a public space, no less. Me, who never speaks about anything bothersome but I hope it helps because I know nothing else to do.
I will go away now to resume the struggle with my books. Even though I know that it is a waste of time.
At the end of the day, I’ll be back with an update. A tell all about how my test went.