Why do we go through hard times? What is the point of dealing with all of the sadness, anger, and disappointment? Is there some life lesson we’re supposed to be learning, and then once we have figured it out, everything will go back to happiness and rainbows?
I believe this isn’t the case… Sometimes it feels like God wants us to be miserable; there’s no big lesson in it. I’m not sure why I feel this way but I’m sure if I told anyone about it they would tell me, without letting me explain myself, that I need to go talk to a pastor… That’s how my life has been ever since I became a part of the Church; if you’re going through anything, you talk to God and your mentors; that’s just how it works around here.
I guess I’m just feeling so lost and alone right now…