I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real
But pain really hurts and it's really how I feel
Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears
I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears
I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand
You said you would never let go, that is what I don’t understand
So many promises you made, and more of them you broken
Lost and confused, feels like I’m gonna choke.
A lot of things I did not say
Now I can’t find my way
I feel like a boomerang, you throw me but not only that
Every time you throw me, I always seem to come right back
Back to you, back to pain
Nothing has changed, you’re still the same
I cannot start over because I don’t know where to start
I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart
If we are supposed to follow our dreams, why can’t I follow you…..
………Because now I am so lost.