Lyme disease is a real bitch. I wish you all the best to beat it.
I have psychical problems since I was a teenager and have been in therapy from around 29 to something over 30 and still am somehow but not regularly cause I got my life somehow together.
I always told I am an therapy and after my 2nd burnout I finally got the right diagnose Aspergers — I need some special conditions to be able to function and I tell every potential HR people right away what’s going on. If they don’t want to support special needs they don’t have to but I also want to have a job where I am happy and being an advocate for others who can’t.