
I’m An Addict
Yeah this picture killed me.
Is there a place one can go to to be diagnosed as an addict? I don’t want to take nothing away from the addicts that have ruined their lives and see no light at the end of the tunnel… but I think I’m an addict.
Or I at least have an addictive personality, whether that’s the same thing or not I don’t know.
I find something I like and use it all up until it’s not likeable anymore.
First addiction was weed, second is the internet, third was exercise.. I nearly became addicted to coffee or at least the benefits of caffeine… it’s now 1:30am and I’m drinking Stella Artois. I’m not claiming to be an alcoholic just yet that’s not a part of my story.
Looking deeper into my behaviour I might be addicted to escapism. I enjoy life but I really enjoy getting lost in something. I’m now lost in medium and trying to find value outside all of these “HOW TO BE A BETTER HUMAN” posts… sigh. (It’s working btw thanks to people like Jon Westenberg Yann Girard Alexander Morfeo Zat Rana Gary Vaynerchuk)
I haven’t smoked for 201 days and only now I’m getting real life cravings. I’ve even had a few a dreams about smoking. Away from being more healthy dreaming again is one of the upsides of not smoking weed for me.
