Love your post Bella. Seems like you have already realized that you are your own best teacher. Wise beyond your years.
It’s tough to avoid playing the grade game at school, I wish you luck finding a happy balance. Success in high school is not a predictor of success in later life and I think you are going to be plenty successful in life.
I’m a teacher I’m Australia. Your message travelled half way around the world and has resonated with me. You have already found your voice and an authentic audience, seems like you are well ahead of the game.