Happy Birthday bro! This is great —the depth and originality. While reading this, I could, in a way, feel where these words came from as I can relate with not having big dreams as I grew up. But having given my life to Christ, I’ve hope that the future is very bright cos God’s got me.
Don’t give up bro. Keep being grateful, pray and have faith in God, keep reading to get better, keep writing, and never forget that as bad as things may seem, God still loves you very much and wants to help you. You’re not alone. Our future is bright!