As I was changing out the compact disc in my car last Thursday:
The Buzzcocks “Orgasm Addict” had just about :03 seconds left on the timer; not yet finished.
I wanted to freshen up the cacophony of sounds in my car and in an attempt to do so I grabbed the CD case in the seat behind me; almost there.
A woman I’ve got emotionally strung around my fingertips sits next to me; never fucked.
The chicken nuggets on the passenger seat floor; never eaten.
All of this happened just before I hit the car in front of me; finished.
I could live in this moment forever; the pre-crash.
Exist in the pre-climax; forever.
So why don’t I?
Coming is hard,
But I really wanna crash.
Anthony Jauregui, 23
Half Bad Ass Half Phony