I inhale a mixture of fresh flowers and perfumes, i hear forced laughs, forced conversations, it all seems surreal yet feels real.
I continue to perceive those around me, Feeling encumbered by the presence of so many i exchange smiles and head out. Breathing fresh air, i let my mind wander elsewhere…
At times i feel insecure, broken and dejected.
At times i favor solitude over company.
At times i feel invisible.