I made one major mistake, I failed. Please try again. And again, and again. You are not at the finish line, you’re at the next races starting line. I was blind, I did fail, and I’m as old and outdated as a human can be, but with a little bit of help, great patience, assistance, will power, faith in God, you will find your next race. You don’t even have to win it, coming in second is fine. Believe in you, believe in you gifts. You will come back!!!