This was pretty tough to process but also true. What I find the hardest to find is passion and motivation. When I do something, create something I can’t stop feeling the anticipation of becoming popular after it or at least of getting some feedback. And when it doesn’t happen, I wind up depressed thinking how worthless I am. Then it melts away, but then I’m not willing to continue in that anymore because I think it has no sense anyway.
Simply, I find it hard to love creating and anticipating nothing out of it, but I’m trying to cope with that.