Nooooooo!

No! It can’t.

Smart as hell. Opinionated. Witty. damn.

Pretty. Cute as a button but with a strong aura. Ingrid Bergman.

Kindred soul. Can’t just carry a conversation; Can own it.

at my level, emotionally.

but can’t. just can’t.

I have to cope and get ahead of this. Why? Why should I still have this when I can no longer do? Is it my will? Conjured up by my own twisted mind. Can I just shut it out like a switch using my age and level of maturity? Using my values and fidelity?

Motherf@#$!@%*! I didn’t ask for this! I didn’t want this! This can’t be worth it.

or is it?