Trust
I HAD a friend. No, scratch that. I HAD a best friend… and now I dont. I guess I lost her trust. I fell inlove with her crush and we hid our relationship from her because I knew she would get hurt if she knew everything about us.
I know it isn’t right to hide things from your best friend. I mean, what I did back there was like backstabbing, and worst of all, I did that to my very own bestfriend.
Obviously, I made a huge mistake and I feel awful. She is very sensitive because of her depression and I really shouldn’t have done that. I didn’t want to hurt her on purpose and I feel so guilty and like I’m a bad friend. But I do understand her. I would probably be very angry and hurt, too, for someone betraying my trust that way.
Trust no one even your bestfriend… Because sometimes the closest person to you can rip your soul out without you knowing it. Trust no one but yourself and that will give you the peace you wanted in your life cause you know that NO ONE has power to turn you down behind your back.
I have learned...
That trust is a powerful thing
You have no idea what it may bring
It can sting your heart
and tear apart your soul
Or it can warm your heart
and enlighten your soul
I have learned...
That trust is hard to discover
It is buried deep down under
People say it is easy to gain trust
I agree with them in a way
For them I have lost all trust
I have decided to go my own way
I have learned...
That trust means to lust
and lust is a must
Sometimes it can be an illusion
but it is something you cannot deny
Therefore I have come to this conclusion
Trust everyone, but not the devil inside
Like a spider you drew me into your web
Cocooning me within your silver threads
Words, pretty words
I was totally taken in
Wrapping me up in silk ribbons,
like a party gift.
One for you to open at your pleasure.
You teased me, toyed with my emotions
Powerless to resist, I believed your web of lies
I was trapped …
"Trust me," you said.
Oh what lies, what wicked lies you wove
Foolish was I for believing your every word.
Love blinded my eyes,
My heart heard only your song.
I thought you could do no wrong,
Then slowly, the scales fell from my eyes.
I realized your web was one of deceit.
The cockerel crowed three times
You lied!
You lied!
You lied!
Keep yourself wrapped in the lies you weave.
Other innocents may fall victim to you as prey
But I've broken free from your hold,
and untangled myself from your web of deception.
