Don’t know what I’m doing half the time
Trying my hardest to make it by.
I do things that’ll make me happy
Even if they’re momentary.
I try to start over
Give someone else a chance
But it seems the ones I choose
Never choose me back.
I have a nice body and a pretty face
But all they want is that sexual embrace.
Once I give it to them
They’re as good as gone.
I try to restrain
Because giving in
Means giving them
A peice of who I am.
And I don’t want just anybody to have a part of me.
When I give myself
I want them to have all of me.
But I would want the same in return.
I don’t have time to play those games
Where we put our hearts on the line
And sees who’s breaks first.
I don’t have time to feel vulnerable
Only to be broken.
I want to know you’re about this.
I want you to want this.
When I open up to you,
In any kind of way
You must be special to me.
Because I’m letting you have a part of me.
In hopes you’ll want the rest.