It was a beautiful ride.
As many of you know, I am a very passionate broadcaster. Gaming has been one of the only things that (embarassingly) has been there for me my entire life and has honestly saved me from so many situations. Growing up, I always wanted to become a comedian and be around people and make them happy. I’ve had horrible social anxiety all my life, and I’ve been depressed for as long as I can remember with the circumstances that fate has bestowed upon me. But when I’m making others laugh, it makes me forget about everything bad that has ever happened to me in life. When I found Twitch, it was an absolute godsend. I love Twitch with all my heart, and I will for the rest of my life. Being able to entertain people on a global scale has been a dream of mine my entire life, and I’ve finally been able to achieve that dream.
I’ve talked this decision over with my family, girlfriend, teammates and friends and we all agree that in my current state, this is the best possible thing to do. I hate to say this, because I know many people enjoy the show I put on and what I do. I was scared to do this because I don’t know how well it’ll be received amongst all my beloved followers. The day has come where I became a famous YouTube agar.io lets player. I am sorry, everybody. I’ll actually be live tomorrow because I just had some stuff to deal with today.
It was a truly beautiful experience while it lasted.