I clinged onto you when I should have clinge onto me.
Your words were just like the magic shows,filled with tricks. I was your audience I shouldn't have cheered you on.
I have come to the realization that i fall for words that are cinematic. words that move you like motion pictures do, but have no movement.
words that play a medley that gets stuck in your head and then sing that same medley sing in a shower.
Your words …. became a song and then they became stuck in my head.
You know like that piece of gum underneath a old diner’s table or under a gym shoe.
I listening to your words as I added nuances they didn't exist. I saw things that didnot exist. I made lines and connections that were not real between you in and I. Just like the lines that connect stars.
I made your words be worth more than their real value.
I should have seen it but that's what loves does to you or is that what lust does to you?
I’m not sure, I’m too young too. I haven’t yet picked up on the signs you know the indicators they identify what this was. What we were. If I know nothing at all I know that I feel to young to be willingly understand. And I know now you were a lesson.
Lesson: do not believe words that sing songs like a sweet lullaby. For those words that make you fall are the same ones that will make you fail.