I just got kicked out of the apartment I shared with someone for four years. I thought I was going to marry her in October, instead I’m living in a horrible studio now trying to find my redemption.
She once called herself my “co-pilot in life”, now she doesn’t even think of me. I am thinking about survival, rebuilding myself and helping the sport I love grow, but I still feel like I am looking for redemption. I know she and I are done, I know I don’t want to chase after someone that does not want me, but I need to redeem myself for wasting six years with her.
I keep asking for a “win”, I don’t know what it is but this story at least lets me know it will come some day.
Thank you Mr. Kim.