It is nice to see responses like dr Fred’s
I had a lil concern myself to someone so young saying they didnt want to live.
Actually I had a lot. You have a purpose as well, we all do. If you leave you dont complete your contract unless it was meant for you to do so early.
You just need to learn again what it was you came for, to begin with, so there is no easy outs. Still concern should be given to anyone doing as well as you are because only opportunities are going to come for you, good ones, I assure you. Just keep doing what your doing and find usefulness in your life.