When I open my mouth, one of three things will happen. Situation 1: I have deep and relevant thoughts on something, but I am somehow unable to communicate them and something that sounds really stupid comes out of my mouth without any confidence. Situation 2: I draw a blank. I…

(Alone) I have been struggling hard. First it was increasing anxiety around people I love. And I was throwing myself into everything I was involved in with seemingly (note perception vs. reality) nothing bearing fruit. I felt like I was stuck in a rut. …

I was once part of a Christian group that began meetings by singing a praise and worship (P&W) song. The thought crossed my mind that maybe I could volunteer to play a song for them some time, so I began to look through my music. The one condition was that…