Very good read Benjamin. I think I share a lot of your perspectives. Especially the constant conflict within yourself/myself is a problem I really can relate to. However, I think it is worth mentioning that you don’t have to be 100% productive no matter what. It’s a hard task in its own to „just do it“ and sometimes life get’s you eben more down. Maybe a sudden event like a big fight or family issues. In my opinion it is sometimes good or healthy to stay off of productiveness. It might work for somebody to just keep checking of tasks, but some other people might need a step back.