Clara DiazIn an Expression of the InexpressibleIs this normal? Every trip to the psychiatrist is predicated on this question. I feel off. Is this off off or just regular off? I’ve lost…Nov 23, 2017Nov 23, 2017
Clara DiazBack to realityAfter work today I ran a couple of errands. The first one was to an eyeglass place to see if they would take a look at my frames. I’d bent…Oct 5, 20172Oct 5, 20172
Clara DiazRaging FullIt’s one thing to say “I have stuff to work on” and another thing to actually identify the things you need to work on.Oct 1, 20173Oct 1, 20173
Clara DiazWelcome to the Working WeekI went back to work today. It had to happen sometime soon. I’d intended on going back yesterday but having a forced bedtime gave me…Sep 28, 20171Sep 28, 20171
Clara DiazRight here, right now.My chest has felt like I am falling nearly all day. I am tired but I can’t sleep. I am nauseous and have no appetite. I haven’t eaten…Sep 24, 20172Sep 24, 20172
Clara DiazAddicted to addictionWhen I started the larger journey of getting my life right the first thing I did was stop drinking. I’d started to notice that I would get…Sep 24, 20174Sep 24, 20174
Clara DiazAnother Day TwoThe second day of a taper still sucks. The bed has fresh sheets though.Sep 22, 20171Sep 22, 20171
Clara DiazJust…Tonight I feel comfortably depressed. I can move about in this sadness. I look at the world through it. All the colors might as well be…Sep 22, 2017Sep 22, 2017
Clara DiazThis is the eye of the hurricane.This time two weeks ago I had already taken my final Xanax. The next day I switched to Librium with its attendant tapering schedule. Hard…Sep 21, 20171Sep 21, 20171