This piece is truly lovely.
Your becoming is worth everything. I wish you the very best although I believe you already have found it: you. It seems to take a lifetime of work to become.
Your writing evokes your solitude, your journey so beautifully. You are brave, I hope you know.
Your journey inside, in solitude and honesty is a journey I chose myself long ago. It is worth everything. It won’t always feel that way but then it always will.