I think the hardest part about growing up was growing up without being able to trust in others and the inability to make deep friendships. I’m often travelling or doing outrageous things. Sometimes, I like being on my own but I wish I had someone consistent who I knew only had good intentions and cared for me. That’s why I can’t date. I rely on them too much since I don’t have anyone else. Sometimes it’s okay, and some rainy days like this I wish I had someone to call.