The Introvert’s Rant

Nathansha Dilip
Aug 25, 2017 · 2 min read

Hai,

I ll get to the point maybe,

Umm, so I talk! Yeah! Surprised? In your words like “OMG YES I TALK”. Just because I talk selectively does not mean I don’t talk at all. I scream I laugh I blabber selectively. Yes I have friends. I don’t have a gazillion of them though. Now THAT surely does not mean that I don’t have any! You wouldn’t know about my buddies. Maybe because I post less on social media. “Bffs forever” and all that, ugh! Save me from the sugar talkies please! And I am not sad about it, I am happy. It’s my choice to deal with a smaller lot! Lesser drama.

You know why I like the corner? Because it’s peaceful. No one cares about me there. No one gives a damn about the person in the corner. And I like it that way. No phony conversations, no hypocrite talks, no fake smiles, no confrontations, no dealing with idiots, ah! No brain wreckage. I am more than happy to miss on a “Good Conversation” then deal with that sort of nuisance. But let me tell you what you are missing; PARADISE. Further clearance, I DON’T have a past. I wasn’t hit by a deadly disease and I hail from a happy family. How is being quite, being sad? I mean, how did you even find a connection there?

I am NOT nonchalant. Yes I don’t care about a lot of things, but a lot of things is not equal to everything right? And even if I DO care I am sure as hell going to make sure that you never find out. Expressions are the one thing I choose to avoid. I really don’t want a lot of people to read me upfront. Makes me feel so vulnerable. Again, it’s what I choose. I give a damn about a lot of things. I don’t go around parading; that’s all.

Honestly I get annoyed a lot. The very reason I don’t do a lot of things is because I want to avoid the discomfort of irritation. Like some people just WONT STOP TALKING! and some cry a little too much (I mean get a life man), some won’t stop flaunting themselves, their house, their rabbits and their whatever (dude no one cares TBH), and some people are so stubborn (don’t you see how dumb and illogical you sound sometimes?), etcetera etcetera. See stuff like that really gets on my head, and the by nature I am bound to not react, while from within I want to scream so bad. People don’t annoy me, but some of their actions are intolerable man!

Hmm. So yeah. I guess this is it.

*Awkwardly takes the bag and walks away*

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Nathansha Dilip

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