Why I don’t want to take the path in life that everyone is taking
I’m in the final year of my high-school/pre-college (more complicated here in Switzerland). And despite the fact that I’ve got only 5 months left in school, I don’t feel like continuing the path that I’ve chosen a.k.a. not going on with college.
You might think a lot of different things about my choice — but to be honest, I try not to care anymore about any opinions about me & my life choices.
I’m not quite sure what I want & will do after the summer holidays. I don’t even feel like graduating so I’ll probably fail the final exams & just start a new fresh path of my life.
I want to find a job or make a job practice, which is basically more practical way of learning a specific occupation in this country.
I don’t know if I’ll find one. I’ll be forced to, because my parents won’t let me just live with them & do stuff that I like to — and I don’t expect them to do so.
Maybe I’ll also find some part-time job as a dish-washer at one place — I don’t really fear this job & I just want to start up with something.
My long time plan is to earn some money & leave my family. To move to another country.
Will I succeed? Idk. I just can hope for the best & have to concentrate on myself.
Peace xx
