I guess a lot of people can say that I’m an indecisive person and yeah, they’re right but really, when is the perfect time to take a decision? It’s all about making the right one and I find myself constantly in the verge of the situation, the resume of the incognita is pretty simple: I don’t know what to do. You see, there’s this need inside me of tearing you apart and make you suffer for what you did (you have no shame) or at least for you to realize that I existed, you just can’t pretend to erase someone, it doesn’t work like that, I thought you were more smart, guess I was wrong or maybe you are just a jerk. It is either that or to “take the high road”; I’m almost 21 years old and I know it doesn’t sound like a lot but you can learn a lot from that time on earth so it’s not an excuse for me to not know the meaning of those four words.
Maybe it’s not that I don’t know the meaning, sometimes I caught myself ignoring the obvious and this case is not the exception. Sometimes it’s just more fun to get the revenge that you deserve because lets be honest, there’s not such a thing as karma or darma, there’s just you and the decisions you’ve made; I’m not gonna lie revenge doesn’t give you a closure or makes more happy, it teaches the person a lesson for what he did.
So here I am, not knowing what do to…
What would yo do?