I wish

I wish for what was

I wish for all I left behind

I wish that I had wisdom then

I wish my life was like it is now

I wish for every possibility

I wish for what I did not believe

I wish that I had a bit of faith

I wish for all I doubted could be

I wish that I didn’t need security

I wish that it all could be new

I wish I’d have believed in you

I wish my faith was my strength

I wish I didn’t doubt

I wish I wasn’t such a pragmatist

I wish I was more carefree

I wish my life could be

You and me.