Does anyone else feel like they’re meant for more ?

I don’t think I belong here.

Sometimes I wonder if it’s only me, and that’s why nobody listens. I am desperately unhappy in this invaded space; no one belongs here and I only belong by myself, and to myself, I and I alone. I don’t think I’ll ever get married; I will never be able to love another human enough to live with…

Sometimes I wonder if I’m a failure. If, at 23, it’s the end of everything. I cannot convince myself to do anything truly worthwhile. I eat and I breathe and I barely sleep and all the while my songs are screaming from the back of my head, screaming for attention I am incapable of giving and I…

This. A thousand times this.

For the rest of my life forever, THIS.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCbS-TLEoRA

I am making a vow to myself here and now to never be afraid again.

Of myself, things that I want, and things that I love.

No longer will I allow myself to become suddenly shy while singing. No longer will I let fear move my fingers on the…