And that’s just some of them. The failures. There are more of course. So many. I have made loved ones cry. I have lost jobs. I have not been the man I claimed to be. I use to collect rejection letters but now I can just delete them. Once I my debit card was declined at McDonald’s because the IRS had put a lien on my bank account after I failed to pay 1099s. I failed to pay them because I failed to be sober.