Brave or Stupid?

I've come to terms with the fact that I believe we are meant to be. That life made things happen so that we could find each other, and that we will find each other again soon. That means that I'm waiting for you. Whether or not I want to, I am waiting for you. And I don’t know yet whether that is brave or stupid. On one hand, it could be brave because I still haven’t given up on us, and still believe so strongly that you and I are meant to be. It is brave to let you grow and mature as a person while still loving you. It is brave to still love you after what happened. But on the other hand, it is plain stupid. I am waiting for someone that clearly doesnt want to be with me. That hurt me almost beyond repair and that choose tasteless people over me; over her best friend and her love. I am waiting for something that will most probably never happen. I have absolutely no guarantee that what I believe will happen. Is it brave or stupid to wait for the one person I believe was made for me? Emotionally I am waiting, but I am still healing and moving on with my life. I made new friends, re-connected with old friends. I go out a lot more now, and I am currently re-affirming who I am and what I believe in. I will always love you, but I need to try and move on in case it doesnt happen. In case my greatest fear is realized and you dont grow up and mature. That you don’t realize what we had was special. Am I being stupid or brave? I don’t know but god do I love you.