Thanks for being so vulnerable in this post. I totally resonated with what you’re saying. My personal crisis wasn’t nearly as severe as yours but recently I was laid off from a startup I spent 2 years of my life building. With that door closed, I used that emotional window and volunteered for a project in the Philippines doing typhoon relief. I am also going to dedicate more energy to my own business which I had been working on part-time. I wrote about it on my medium account, hope my post is as helpful to you and yours was to me. Thanks!