Technology: a wonderful servant, but a terrible master.
Anna Now , I empathize. I ache for your losses, for they echo my own in the past. (Muffled screams into pillow.)
I sometimes draft online in a text editor, or even using a draft email for the purpose. Then, I can copy-and-paste to begin formatting, et al. It’s a pain in the butt; however, it might save your sanity.
Breathe, dear Anna. Namasté.